Monday, 31 March 2008

Life Force Chapter 2 Hippocrates

It's nearly 9pm here. 
I'm using my new Mac Air, it's gorgeous, so sexy to use. the packaging itself was nice enough to warrant the price tag. I'm sure i will be writing lots, addicted to the Air and telling you how wonderful this place is. So hope you enjoy it. 
it's been a fairly busy day. I met the nurse this morning who showed me my blood under the microscope. You can see the blood cells clearly, very interesting site. my blood was 50% stuck together, not so good, it's not carrying optimal oxygen to my body. Some signs of fungus, not too much, but it was showing clearly the effect if chemotherapy on the immune system, weakened blood cells!!!! Then she showed me blood history going back as far as 10 years, she explained how they can see this the same way as when you cut a tree and see the rings of history, the blood registers it's own history in a similar way. Signs of fatigue, stress, toxins, and a depleted immune system for many years! Here i was thinking i was a healthy gym going, good food eating young hard working guy. My body was under immense pressure, and my immune system weak. 
She also said the effect of the Chemotherapy drugs were clear. They had totally destroyed my blood cells and immune system, and a huge amount of toxins still present. 
Good news is that within 3 weeks i will see a total transformation with my own eyes. For full body regeneration it will take 7 years, but for now, the next 3 weeks my body will bounce back to optimum shape. It all made complete sense, especially when it's there in front of you. 
Afterwards i saw the doctor, he is an oncologist, and been here for many years. Guess what? He treated Reza Shah of Iran when he was exile  in Canada. Unfortunately back then he had not been aware of the Hippocrates Institute and could not do anything outside of the medical system. 
He didn't go through any of my notes from the hospital, or looked at any of my scans. Instead he went through the importance of my immune system and how we need to build it back up quick. He has put me on an IV Nutrition Program. They inject a huge volume of nutrition into my body through my veins to regenerate my immune system. Also I'm having oxygen therapy everyday, some pretty high tech machines they have here. They force oxygen into my body through the skin using Infra Red and the lungs by breathing pure oxygen. I had my first dose today and it was pretty cool. 
I'm also on a load of digestive enzymes, this is too help clean my colon and get ride of all the stored toxins which are stopping my body getting full nutrition from the food i eat. Your immune system is directly linked to your digestive system, so the cleaner your digestive system the better your immune system. When you have cold or feel ill, the best thing to do is to fast. Let your body flush out all the toxins. I was always told to eat, get lots of energy from the food. How wrong!!!!!!!!!
This evening we had an introduction to emotional and psychotherapy, their importance to healing. What a major role our mind plays in the healing process and the desire to live. I have never been one to pay too much attention to emotions when it comes to feeling down or ill, but listening to the people here, the professors who have been dealing with 1000s of patients, you start to realize the baggage of  emotional burden you carry through out your life. The same as when you move house it's good to throw stuff away and start fresh again, i feel this is going to be an important part of the healing process. I have my appointment on Wednesday at 10 am and i'm really looking forward to it. I never thought i would say, then again i never thought i could change my outlook in life to this degree. 
The other guests here are great, i was a little worried thinking it might be too much, too many issues and general feeling of depression. But the place is buzzing, people have so much energy and are totally amazed by what the program is doing to them. The proof is right there in front of my eyes. There people that have been here for 2 or 3 weeks already, and those who just started the program with us today. 
The FOOD. The food is the same lunch and evening. Sprouts, greens, salads and vegetables. NO FRUITS. Nothing with sugar. Sugar feeds all the chronic deceases for which people are here. So Dyda, no fruits! You get fat eating fruits. Everything is totally fresh and mostly grown on campus. The rest is local organic produce. Wheatgrass on tap, recommended 2 shots a day, then green juice drinks 3 times a day. The green juices are delicious, such a good way to rehydrate. 
The weather is gorgeous, warm but not hot. The swimming pools are great and the SPA is out of this world. Nothing 5 star, it's just the equipments are pretty futuristic. 
I did a lot of walking today on my crutches, ditched the wheelchair at last. I hope i won't be in pain tomorrow. It's good for me to walk and exercise my legs. I'm sure I'm going to sleep well tonight. 
Early start tomorrow, 7am meditation and then Qi Gong at 8.
How lucky am i to be here, what a decision, what a timing? 
I'm grateful for my lucky star and my angels watching over me.  
I'm going to love you and leave you. 
Look forward to reading your lovely thoughts and wishes tomorrow. 
To Life Force
Reza
Payman, of course you can write in French. You can write as much as you want, inject a bit of French Je ne sais quoi, a little bit of romanticism. I would like that. 
As for everyone else, you don't need to ask if you can write something, just get on with it and put your thoughts down. It's a great opportunity to let your feelings known, what a better time than this? If i can do it, anyone can. 
 

Thursday, 27 March 2008

Life Force Day 2

it was a good morning this morning. i woke up feeling very positive about my decision, for sure i had at least 10% more energy. i had a big smile on my face and so looking forward to our trip to Florida. 

the alternative was to get up at 8.30, head to the hospital to have a PICC line put in. this is a line they put in through your elbow and it goes all the way to your heart. reason is that the small veins can't handle the chemotherapy drug and they will blow up. NICE.  that sounds like a helpful drug!

so after that i would have to have an xray to make sure the line has been put in correctly. i would then get connected to a little box, and over the next 24 hours, i will be dinning on a beautiful cocktail of pharmaceutical potion, killing every single living and growing cell in my body.  the aim is to hopefully kill more of the cancer, but there is no proof to that. it's a hope. 

right now, i would be sitting/lying down in my bed, sofa semi dead. sounds good doesn't it! well i'm glad i did not go through with it. been there, done it 6 months ago. no thanks.

but instead, i'm feeling alive and in good spirit. in fact we are on our way to our first RAW food restaurant. Jade found one in London today, we are late and rushing.
we are going to celebrate my decision with Moh, my brother , his wife Jade, Veronica my girlfriend. 

after this i will not see my brother for just over 3 weeks, he is as you can imagine concerned and slightly stressing that i might forget to take my tablets or leave something behind. he is making a big list for me to tick off, checking all traffic information to the airport and making a phone call to Bin Ladden to stay out of airports for Saturday. 

i spend most the day inviting some close friends to this blog, so i hope i start getting some cool funny and inspiring messages.
i also spoke about my decision with my dad. this must be a very difficult time for my dad, but he understands my decision and believes in me to do the right thing. everyone has been very supportive and for sure i carry this energy with me. 

i am very excited, and very much looking forward to Sat and to life.

to LIFE FORCE
Reza


 

Wednesday, 26 March 2008

Life Force Chapter 1

Welcome to Life Force

Today is the beginning of a new life for Reza. 
yesterday i decided not to continue with chemotherapy treatment to fight my cancer. instead i am heading to Hippocrates Institute to begin a Green Juice diet to heal my body of this cancer. 
i wholeheartedly believe in this decision, and believe that it is the only long term solution to my illness. 
over the next few weeks, i will be keeping a detailed diary and wish to share this with friends and family who are interested to follow my progress. 
i am sure this will be inspiring and educational challenge, not only for me, but for those close and around me. 
all my love
reza